6/28/13

Sometimes my dreams consist of just blackness and a song. Last night it was T.I.'s song "Ball".

6/27/13

I dreamed I was a degenerate gambler. I had no family no friends no job, no home no nothing. I was staying at a rehab facility. It was a struggle every day to not gamble and it was very humbling.

6/25/13

Dreamed of a high school male friend who married a woman I was related to. She died and I stayed at his parents house for the funeral. It was a REALLY nice house. And Trayvon Martin was their son. And he was still alive.

6/15/13

We had a Parliament and the police come and start following Latik around. He know what they are doing and starts messing with them, mostly to draw them away so we can continue to have the parliament.

6/11/13

In real life, my god sister and I are estranged. Her daughter recently got married. I only know about it because my mother was invited. She would have gone had not it been so far away.

I dreamed of my niece's wedding. And my sister wasn't there.

6/10/13

Last night I dreamed my family was part of the Starks family on Game of Thrones. Ha! And they were trying to help me find what was taken from me and get it back.

Hilarious since the Stark family is pretty much a dead dynasty. The parents and older brother are dead. And everybody else is presumed dead... But.... They aren't. 4 out of 5 children live. So the dynasty can come back. Hmmmmm.


I really need a new job.

6/9/13

I'm on my way to my new job at st Joseph's hospital in downtown Paterson, but I stop to get my last payeck from school. After I get it and still on foot because the hospital is 2 blocks from the schooling keep getting lost and turned around. And cannot find my job. I even get lost trying to get out of the school. And initially I don't know where to park.


In real life I lived in Paterson NJ all my life and worked at st Joseph's hospital as well as having been born there. I would never get lost downtown. And the school I went to was not in Paterson but in Newark.

6/8/13

When I dream I have a few consistent places that my mind visits. Yes I dream of my actual waking life, but I also have a consistent dream home that is completely different from my waking life and a post apocalyptic dream home. And the crazy thing is I go to the same places all the time and see the same people. I have a dedicated home that I live in and have history win and people that I recognize and also have relationships with. It's crazy.

In the regular life I a Christian. I go to the same church every time I go. In the post apocalyptic world I am a pagan and have a form of worship that I consistently practice there. In real life I'm agnostic. It's all super amazing to me. Hence the reason for the blog.

Last night I went to the post apocalyptic world and built with some people who had the ability to tunnel through the ground an jump through space. A friend I used to have who lived in real life, was going on a date. And in real life she never shopped at a department store, only thrift stores. She and I were going shopping for her date at a thrift store and all of a sudden she started tunneling through the ground and went to other thrift store. I wouldn't follow her in her tunneling but could talk to her from the top of the hole.

I remember feeling amazed at her ability and questioning about it. She answered and that's it.

In real life, this friend and I parted ways years ago. If I don't like how you live I tend to leave your orbit and only come through here and there like a comet. She actually quit here job and she and her autistic son moved to Virginia with her parents because white Jesus told her to. Last time I heard she was still living with her parents (who she claimed to hate) with her child, still unemployed.

6/7/13

I have 2 friends and they both are bi racial and the live next door to each other. For some reason I have to choose between them. One friend and her family will live and the other friend and her family will not. I do everythIng I can to try to find a loophole, but am unsuccessful. Right before I wake up I tell them they need some way to merge their families into one big family. That way I won't have to choose between families


The reality is I do In fact have these two friends, and the do live next door to each other, but they are not bi racial.

I think this dream has everything to do the the controversial Cheerios commercial.

Why?

Peace.

This is my 5th blog on blogspot. 5th y'all. I must really like to tell y'all what I'm thinking.

I have really crazy dreams and always have. I would tell folks my dreams and they would be amazed. I frequently wake with disturbing remembrances of my dreams, but only for a little while. by the time I'm out of the tub the dream is gone.

This is a place for me to keep track of the foolishness that floats through my subconscious before I'm awake.

Enjoy!



Peace